ok one of my "bestfriends" has been goin out with the sophmore for 2 weeks and ever since she's been acting like a total brat. she just totally ditches her "best friends" for this stupid guy and she's been hanging out with other people who are not her true friends at all. this stinks a lot! to think your "best friend" would put her boyfriend before her "best friends" i dont know what her version of best friend is. but i'm tired of dealing with her crap. we cant get through to her that she's being a total brat so i dont know what else to do. and ok goin out with an older guy is not smart. my cousin is a senior and he's like DO NOT GO OUT WITH AN OLDER GUY cuz all they want is to get stuff from you. it's not geniuine. so yea u can tell he's going to drop her just like that at any moment. but whatever i'll just say told you when she trys to run back to us. it's going to be hard for me to forgive her when it finally does happen but i'm sure i will forgive her. "

ok i'm so dumb. i went out with this guy who goes to my church... like we've been friends for a while. and he can be a sweetheart at times but i knew he wasnt like that all the time but when he asked me out i hesitantly said yes, even though i knew i should've said no because i was going through to much stuff. well guess what. i had to break up with him cuz i didnt want a boyfriend rite now. especially him since he can be mean at times. so i broke up with him and told him i was going through too much stress i figured he would understand becasue he knew about some of my stress. but no he kept telling me he hated me and all this crap.. then later he said sorry for saying that and now wants to be friends again. he wont stop calling me! i'm just like no i dont want to be friends i dont want to deal with your crap anymore i dont deserve that. but then i feel bad because he goes to my church and i dont want him to not come because of me. ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant believe how dumb i am at times. i get myself so mad!! o well whatever. oh and i'm allowed to date now and its like well there's no use for it rite not because i dont want a b/f lol... whateva