ok one of my "bestfriends" has been goin out with the sophmore for 2 weeks and ever since she's been acting like a total brat. she just totally ditches her "best friends" for this stupid guy and she's been hanging out with other people who are not her true friends at all. this stinks a lot! to think your "best friend" would put her boyfriend before her "best friends" i dont know what her version of best friend is. but i'm tired of dealing with her crap. we cant get through to her that she's being a total brat so i dont know what else to do. and ok goin out with an older guy is not smart. my cousin is a senior and he's like DO NOT GO OUT WITH AN OLDER GUY cuz all they want is to get stuff from you. it's not geniuine. so yea u can tell he's going to drop her just like that at any moment. but whatever i'll just say told you when she trys to run back to us. it's going to be hard for me to forgive her when it finally does happen but i'm sure i will forgive her. "

ok i'm so dumb. i went out with this guy who goes to my church... like we've been friends for a while. and he can be a sweetheart at times but i knew he wasnt like that all the time but when he asked me out i hesitantly said yes, even though i knew i should've said no because i was going through to much stuff. well guess what. i had to break up with him cuz i didnt want a boyfriend rite now. especially him since he can be mean at times. so i broke up with him and told him i was going through too much stress i figured he would understand becasue he knew about some of my stress. but no he kept telling me he hated me and all this crap.. then later he said sorry for saying that and now wants to be friends again. he wont stop calling me! i'm just like no i dont want to be friends i dont want to deal with your crap anymore i dont deserve that. but then i feel bad because he goes to my church and i dont want him to not come because of me. ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant believe how dumb i am at times. i get myself so mad!! o well whatever. oh and i'm allowed to date now and its like well there's no use for it rite not because i dont want a b/f lol... whateva

ok well i got into a huge fight with my dad recently.. about a bunch of stuff. and then he left the house. so fifteen minutes later he calls trying to talk to me but obviously i was mad at him. i mean he made me cry! he's such a jerk. he's probably made me cry more than anyone else! if you put everyone else together he's still probably made me cry more than everyone. gosh i really dont like him! so i didnt answer the phone. well he decided to come over to the house. i had locked everything so he couldnt get in. when i saw him walking through the back gate thought i was terrified!! i seriously thought he was the devil, it scared me so bad. well since my lil bro doesnt understand everything he let him in the house. so i hid under my bed and my mom called and since he answered he made him leave since obviously she could tell i was upset with him because when he answered the phone. i started yelling at him to go away and to get out of my room! so he left and i havent really had to talk to him since. but this is just so stressful i feel like i cant handle it anymore!

i am sooo frusturted!  :x recently i went out to dinner with my dad. about a week ago. well i discussed with him the whole house situation. i asked if he was going to make us move. and he said well its not up to me its up to the court to decide. [[ ok its not up to the court to decide unless he fights it. so yes it is up to him, in a way]] i told him that i cant live with him right now. i told him that it sucks to find out that the dad you thought you knew isnt the same dad. and i told him that i could NOT live with him because that's just too weird.. his issues anyways. well i thought he got the message and everything should be okay or at least close to okay. well that's not the case. today we received something in the mail from my dad. he does not agree with the whole custody thing so he is fighting to get custody of me and my little brother. and he wants spousal support. how does that make sense?? why should my mom give him money?? AND he knows that i CANNOT live with him right now! he promised me that i would go to valley.. i cant go to valley if he takes money away from my mom!!! here's something i think my dad should know. i've heard this many times from ashley cole.. shes so awesome anywayz... revelations 21:10 LIARS GO TO hell burn burn.... anywayz i dont exactly agree with them going to hell but they definately will be punished so there dad. i dont know how to deal with all this stress.... now since my dad made like ANOTHER bad choice... i have to tell the judge that i dont want to live with him and why..when the court date comes. sooo frusturateing... sigh someone help me!!

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well just recently my mom and dad had a talk. i was ease dropping on their conversation. my dad made me very mad! he was just saying a bunch of crap that he had no right to say! he said that my mom had been lying to him this whole time! that is so not true! if anyone's been lying its him!my mom was saying that she had been nice and respectful to him and helped him through a lot of things, and he responds well i have helped you out too! how has he helped her out? by cheating on her? by looking at disgusting pictures on the computer? yes he's been there for her alright. he's like dont mess with me! you know what dad? dont mess with me or mom! you've done enough to damage or lives dont you think? he's not fair! he treats my brother better than he treats me! that's not fair and not right. my mom notices it too so it's not just me.

hey guys

well just recently my mom and dad had a talk. i was ease dropping on their conversation. my dad made me very mad! he was just saying a bunch of crap that he had no right to say! he said that my mom had been lying to him this whole time! that is so not true! if anyone's been lying its him!my mom was saying that she had been nice and respectful to him and helped him through a lot of things, and he responds well i have helped you out too! how has he helped her out? by cheating on her? by looking at disgusting pictures on the computer? yes he's been there for her alright. he's like dont mess with me! you know what dad? dont mess with me or mom! you've done enough to damage or lives dont you think? he's not fair! he treats my brother better than he treats me! that's not fair and not right. my mom notices it too so it's not just me.